Who am i?
ja dit heb ik in het engels geschreven omdat ik in zoon mood zat .-.
en ookal gaat het veder niet echt over het VU ik vond het toch wel belangrijk om dit als een hoofdstuk hierin te zetten aangezien dit wel een part van mijn transitie is geweest.
I am a man
I don’t like dresses or doll’s
I don’t like long hair
I don’t like make up
I don’t like being called she/her
Why doesn’t anyone notice that I am not a girl?
I feel so alone
No one gets me, everyone just think it’s a fase.
That I will grow over it.
But I won’t.
I was so confused for so long.
I didn’t understand myself,
I didn’t know what was going on.
I didn’t know why this was happening to me.
One day it got to much for me.
I stopped eating, I wantend to take control of me again.
I hoped that when I concentrated on that I wouldn’t think about the rest anymore.
It worked, for a bit and then it got worse.
I felt lonelier then ever before.
No one understood me.
When I found out about ‘transgenders’
A world openend up for me.
I wasn’t alone in this.
And I could become how I really was.
Because I am a Man
It took al while to get were I am today.
I still struggle every day with food and I still feel alone sometimes.
But It is allot better then it was before.
Thank you for reading this c: