There's a thought, which freaks me out, but still is a part of me.
That thought forces me to do things I don't want to do.
Nevertheless, I still trust it like a friend.
That thought appeared due to past experiences.
There's probably no way to get rid of it either.
Why would I want to. I have no idea.
Is there a way to live with it? I don't know.
Is there a way to leave it? I don't know.
Is there ...a way to kill it? I don't know.
Is there a way to forget it? I don't know
Should I be happy with a thought inside of me, which will never leave.
Will I ever understand why it chose me.No, I won't.
I know one thing…I'll cherish it forever, even if it signifies my death.